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Death is a part of who we are. It guides us. It shapes us. It drives us to madness. Can you still be human if you have no mortal end?That has to be a rhetorical question, since outside of religion, myth and fiction, we have no sample subjects to date.
-- Christopher Paolini, Brisingr
Still, it's an interesting one, the whole subject of death on our psychology. Most people don't talk about it, or they use euphemisms that bypass the pain. Understandable, to want to avoid pain. Sometimes that's healthy. Sometimes not.
Is Captain Jack Harkness truly immortal? He thinks he is, since he's had no evidence to the contrary, but if he's the Face of Boe, we've seen him die. For good. And not come back. (Or we think we have.) If he's not the Face of Boe, well... anyone's guess. It seems to me that his acute awareness of the mortality of others is a sort of psychological replacement for knowledge of his own death. As for being driven mad - well, he's had his bad moments, but is on the whole a sane a man as any I've seen on television, and more than most. In all the nicest ways. He also has a highly developed death wish - a sane response to his circumstances.
The truth of it is, most of us think about the deaths of others more than we think of our own. We have an instinct to resist death, but a tendency to disregard it. My favourite line about hte approach to death is from a Mary Renault novel, probably Fire From Heaven - something to the effect that we should ive each day as if it were our last, but assume we will live forever.
I've heard a lot of people say that they wouldn't want to be immortal. It sounds wonderful to me: think of all the opportunities to learn, to read, to think, to explore! The 'fate worse than death' in my head would be either living in pain or depression, or living in artificial circumstances rather than experiencing real life or real death, like River Song.