Well, we can only influence the world a very little bit, but we can influence and change outselves. I don't think the degree to which we can do it matters: if whatever we create has a great impact or none, it still changes us and improves our lives - I have great faith in creativity as a psychological process regardless of its effect on others or on the outward situation. I'm talking about the inner life here.
oh no, I have felt too much trampled by the world and tried too hard at the same time to build an innersanctum and feel free in that without much succes to believe in a sort of stoic freedom (or is that not what you are thinking of, am I just reminded?) (Note, this was during my schoolyears). I have since come to the conclusion that much inside myself (and that does mainly include my constant lingering depressions) can be nudged but more by influencing the outer world than by an inside out approach. Am I making sense?
I'm not postulating stoic freedom - which isn't possible. But more like... working within whatever boundaries we have, whatever they are. If influencing the outer world is what works for you, then that's the kind of action to go for. I'm trying to expand the notion of creative options, not to restrict it. Everyone has a different path, and it's usually a trial and error sort of thing to find out what works.
personally, my problem was that I could do it entirely from with in. Fight the demon, build my own pristine innerworld. Body nor people were to be taken into account. Now I know I am a physical being and I need people. Not all people hate me. So In that respect I believe I have figured out more about myself even though the demons won't be slayn (sorry I do have a borderline depressive day, were thinking tends to turn bleak)
So for you, the first step in creativity was to acknowledge the vlue of the outer world, and set up a relationship between that and your inner world. And that's a creative act, the kind of thing I was talking about.
So you're having a bad day - I hope it brightens up soon.
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Date: 2007-10-17 06:56 pm (UTC)But if that isn't our future, what is?
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Date: 2007-10-17 07:33 pm (UTC)So you're having a bad day - I hope it brightens up soon.