Revealing myself...

[fajrdrako]

I said to my coworker Jennifer just now, "Somewhere deeply hidden within me I have a love of chaos."

She laughed louldy. "Maybe not so deeply hidden."

Uh-oh. How is it that all my friends know all my secrets? I want to be mysterious.

I guess it's a challenge.

Comments

[kikibug13.livejournal.com]

Um. Mysterious is nice. I've found that my friends knowing me is even nicer... ;)

[fajrdrako.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I think I'd better give up on my ambitions to be mysterious. I can never pull it off. I'm obviously a 'what you see is what you get' kind of person.

"Mysterious" works best in novels.

[femme-slash-fan.livejournal.com]

LOL sounds like an average day to me ^^

[fajrdrako.livejournal.com]

Yup, pretty much!

[femme-slash-fan.livejournal.com]

Lucky. Mine's just... wierd

[wijsgeer.livejournal.com]

If I declared that deep inside me I was actually a very orderly person it would raise some eyebrows ;-)

[fajrdrako.livejournal.com]

I think I'd probably just get more of that laughter. They wouldn't believe me for a minute.

[sparklebutch.livejournal.com]

I am mysterious and shrouded in misty darkness. Or something.

But I tell everyone that.

[fajrdrako.livejournal.com]

Well, it doesn't work if they know. You can't just tell them!

[sparklebutch.livejournal.com]

Darn.

[fajrdrako.livejournal.com]

...But it's probably okay if you hint a little.

[walkingowl.livejournal.com]

You ARE mysterious. Just, um, not in quite the way/ways that you most want to be...? Hard to explain. Just take my word!

As for "chaos deeply hidden... or not," someone not so long ago recognized enough of it in you to give you a Chinese ideogram which you now have on your wall, no? It has always been there. Chaos is ever self-replenishing, I think. Good thing, too, as being without any of it would be a sad thing... just my opinion.

[fajrdrako.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you approve of my sense of chaos. You're right, the ideogram on my wall isn't there by accident.

I can settle for being mysterious in other ways.

[walkingowl.livejournal.com]

You are mysterious in other ways, and I'd tell you more but perhaps in another venue? ;-]

[fajrdrako.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure I even want to know! Sometimes I don't want to know how others see me.